Esterification^^

Today is March 29, 2010. Another boring day started, struggling for reports, fighting for quizzes, suffocating by assignments...This kind of hectic lifestyle are repeating everyday, every week, every month, and even every semester...

Despite of these boring works, I still managed to enjoy myself in Kampar because I have my bibi be at my side(although I don't have much time to accompany her), a gang of best friends, lots of funny course mates, and my pets. Hehe^^

I had my Properties of Matter lab today, it's about esterification...Hahaha..the ester we produced smell like A&W Root Beer...

This is the distillation tube we used for esterification:

This is the apparatus that we used to collect the extract...(observe that fellow behind)Haha..

While waiting for the evaporating process, we took some pictures in the lab...Hehehe~

(Don't know why the light like that...but I like it^^)

[Henry and I]

[Sensei is doing some weird pose during that time.....]

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I combined these poses into a GIF file...Hahaha...Enjoy~(This picture took me a long time to upload, thanks to Spiky)

After all these, I have to back to study for my coming exam...sad...haven't finish study...

PS: Bibi, feel like hugging you...Next time we to the park for dating...hehe^^

My "Son"day~

Today is March 28, 2010, I woke up before the first break of sunlight, planning to study my imminent exam-"UMSC1133 PROPERTIES OF MATTER".Although I like chemistry, this subject is still quite heavy for me due to those COMPLICATED CALCULATIONS...Before I start studying, I went to old town to fill up my stomach with Eeshen.

We ate "Wan ton Ma Mee" (it means double amount of the noodles). Too bad, I forgot to take the picture of that stall and the noodles since it is the best "Wan ton Mee" I ate in Kampar...Beside the stall, there is a stall called "健康擂茶" (I don't know how to explain this food, but substantially, its ingredients are vegetables ONLY!).

After we reached home, I found that my pregnant hamster's abdomen are getting bigger than before...Hehe..this is a good sign...Maybe it's going to have pups soon..

This is my son...Male Winter White hamster...

Front view~~

Side View~Hehe...I like this picture...(see its forefoot)

Both forefoot lifted~(Eeshen did this) Hahaha...

Normal view...Hope my son can accompany me throughout my Uni Life...(although its life span is short)...

PS: Bibi, I miss you...♥

Field Practical !!!!

Today is March 26, 2010. I stopped blogging for about 3 months plus...Feel like post every little things in my uni life all of a sudden...

Two days ago, I went for my field practical for Biodiversity. It was a experiment by counting the population in the lake

We chose 10 sites, and each site we have to use a net to "lou" 10 times, after add up, we actually have to "lou" 100 TIMES! Under the scorching sun somemore! Haiz...Damn HOT..Turned me in a HOTMALE! (Hotmail)

Here are my dear group members are:

(1) Sensei

(2) Chelle

(3) Spiky

(4) Henry

All those pictures and video taken during the experiment i will post as soon as possible after I got from Spiky.

This is the video that I recorded when my classmates are having trouble when going to the lake site...Hahaha...Damn funny...especially those who stuck at there...^^

I caught a big water snail (I dunno what its name)!! I wrapped it with abundant of tissues and stuffed it into my pocket. (I know it's disgusting, But I really want to put it into my aquarium!)

I got a name for it, FERRARI !!! So stylish! (thanks Andrew, he gave it this name)

I will try to post those funny videos asap...

To be continue...

Neglected

Today is 25th of December..Christmas..why the feeling for being neglected are getting stronger and stronger until I can't take it anymore...

Am I being too sensitive?or paranoid?why this feeling can't just spare me off?Did I offended them?because I treated all people around me very bad?or not good enough?

Yes, I am not a good guy, not a good son, not a good friend, and even not a good boyfriend...I deserved it...I shouldn't waste my time to do and make those things to get my friends attention just because I don't want to be neglected...Is time to make a choice Rannie...

To choose: "Whether you still want to continue or surrender?"

An irrevocable gap

Today is 23rd of December...feeling down today...I suddenly feel like those friends I cherished are no longer close to me anymore...The gap between me and them are getting bigger and I'm almost unable to reach them...just because I seldom come back to kluang?or I am a burden for them because I unable to drive myself?or my vicious mouth spouted any nonsense? That's all I can figure out why I'm unwelcomed...
I really don't know what to...pray to the God?just let it be?or I just focus on my new friends?I slowly became not important to everyone (except my bibi,because I know we love each other)..I really want to be a good friend to all my friends..I will try...no matter pray to the God, learn to drive, or change my vicious mouth...I will try my best to become a better person and also a good friend to all friends around me...because I cherish everyone of them...

Down...

Today is my birthday. A Holy Day, thanks Mummy...I glad you bring me to this world, you gave me the chance to meet so many cute friends and my Dear Laopo~I always think that I'm born to know her, be with her, and use all my love and passion to love her until our lives end. I'm very confirm that she is THE ONE that I'm searching for...She will be the ONLY ONE woman in my life, no doubts, I love her...Muackkss~~~

Today is also the 24th day that I worked. I met many obstacles, under stress, and feel useless. I can't even reached the target to go to bangkok. I tried to call all my friends, no matter in biotech, biomed, or even biochem. Finally, only two of them willing to come out for the briefing. I'm was like on cloud nine when they agreed to come out...but things always unexpected. One refused to come out last minute, so I went out to wait for the other one at Station R. I waited the person for 3 hours, he didn't show up. I was so sad because he doesn't even want to pick up my phone. All at once I fell into a state of profound melancholy, I always thought that my charisma and my social skill is good. But today what I found is I am not as good as I thought.

I keep questioning myself, "Am I not important to them?"(This phase is learnt from another friend, haha, don't ask me who he is) This is the second time feel like this. I finally have doubts on my social skills after I changed to be a better man. This is because before all these, when I'm still *young*, my hair still very short, still look sucks, a very honeymoon Form4, I not the Rannie that you all know(only for foundation and degree friends). I am a petty, bad tempered person. Throughout the whole form4, my life was like engulfed in the bleak of darkness, no light able to pass through it. I cried almost everyday in my class, quarrelling with my friends, sleeping during classes, playing truant all the time and self-questioning, "Am I not important?"

I wrote my desk that all my defects that need to be overcome as soon as possible in order to get back to those friends that I treated them very important. I tried not to get angry, not to use my vicious mouth to talk cocks, not show dissatisfy on them and even on my face. I nearly become a people that has no temper, the only thing that I will angry is they say I am a sissy. I hate this word to use on me, this also makes me dislike those people who acts very sissy or a cag(also known as Chao Ah Gua). I finally go through these issues, a big obstacle was eliminated in my life path.

After 3 years, this kind feeling came again. I'm scare that I'll back to those time. No!!! I don't want!!! I hate the old Rannie, go away!!! Stay away from me!!! I don't want you amymore!!! but, Do I Like The Brand New Rannie Now? Nope, I think. My life is messy, not organised. Can't do things well, maybe I'm too self-centered.

But at least, I have a better life now because I have my Laopo, my best friends and my family. Because of them, I still have the strength to walk until now. I hope that this work is a kind of trial and tribulation before I enter social...

At last, Happy Birthday to You, Rannie. Hope you can be a better man...

My Part Time Job!!!~~~

Today is 7th of September, I juast came back from Sunway Pyramid. Wow...I'm so great is it?

I dare to go out for 3 days during my study week (I haven start to study). Yesterday, err...I mean Saturday, Eeshen and I went to Puchong to attend T3...What is T3?This is some kind of training...It's boring but useful...I have learned a lot of things there, especially this slogan:"If you want to success, you need to change yourself"These words had influenced me a lot...Thanks to Mr Eric...He told us to take one paper, write down all our weakness(bad character) and rectify them one by one in order to boost our self-discipline.

He also said that we need to be confident when do anythings, if there is a will, there MUST be a way for you...I CAN!I WILL!I MUST!!!This is what he want us to tell ourselves ...

On the next day, after we slept in Ah Wai's room, he fetched us to go to the Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre.We dressed in smart formal...Haha~~After we reached there, I was shocked when i saw the people there...damn crowded there...MOST of them are the richie fellow.I hope I can be one of them someday.

I also met friends there...Ah Yao, Yun Sheng, Wei Jian(handsome guy), Jian Long(my Laopo's coursemate), Lim, Choi Ling, Ping An, Romeo, Kok Le(smart guy), Ah Wai, Ah Fai, Yue MeI(cool gal) and many many more~~~Glad to meet them. I hope I can get into them soon.

In conclusion(it's sounds weird, like writing report..Haha..*laughing*), I FOUND A PART TIME JOB!!! Thanks to Eeshen...So..anyone who are interested in earning extra *more than extra* money, you may contact me~~Hohoho~I will show you the way.

*PS:The job I introduced to you all, is not direct sales*