Apologize

I'm sorry to my best friend, sorry...
Hope you dun mind.

I deserved it

I flung my test.

Not enough study.

Few notes are brand new.

Maybe gonna to keep for another semester for repeat.

Bid farewell to my grade,

Say hello to Mr. Probation.

He will take everything away from me.

Not worth for any sympathy,

I deserved it.

Feesyolohgeeeeeeeee

I can't finish study!

There is a voice keeps annoying me....

"These kinds of questions, my MOTHER also know laR~~~"

ARGHHH!!!

I can't concentrate!

My mind has flown to Gombak.

Maikrobaiyologee

I just realised, I can't finish study.
Tired.

我不要， 我决定

我不要再看见

我不要再理会

我不要再介意

我不要再伤心

我不要再付出

我不要再等待

我不要再失望

我不要再心疼

我不要再喜欢

我不要

我不要了...

我决定不去看

我决定不去理

我决定不不去介意

我决定不去伤心

我决定不付出

我决定不等待

我决定不失望

我决定不心疼

我决定不喜欢

我决定

我决定了...

A Picture in Mind

Suddenly, a picture came into my mind.

I saw my grandpa came back after dialysis.

Colours drained out from his face, pale...

He walked to the an old lying chair.

He sat on it,Lying down slowly.

He smiled to me, "Didi, can you take a small cup of hot water for me?"

I was 6 years old. I really don't much pain he had suffered after dialysis.

I took a small plastic blue cup, dispensed some hot water and added with some warm water.

I passed it to him.

"Thankyou" he said.

He took the cup I handed to him.

He slowly drank the hot water.

I was wondering, "How he can finish those hot water?"

I do not have the knowledge on kidney failure at that time.

Now I acquired.

I know how much pain he had been through.

How he doted me when I was young.

How he brought me to buy ice cream by his motorbike.

I couldn't stop my tearing streaming down from my eyes,

I think this is one of the most unforgetful memory I had.

Bye bye, 1238-A1

Moving moving moving~~

I'm gotta pack all my stuff today!!! Moving to Harvard ~~

Kinda miss my room dy...

I'm living here for almost 2 years...

Before I bid farewell to it,

It reminds me many things...

[2 years ago]

1238-A1, Westlake.

My new room in Kampar.

Unfamilliar number to me.

Step by step,

I walked to first floor.

My room is at my left hand side.

I took out my keys, opened my door slowly...Ngek....

I was thinking [不会像的PJ房间一样糟糕吧...] before I entered.

The first sight amused me.

Wow......This is what I'm talking about!!! Wooohoooo!!!

Spacious, built-in toilet, nice view to bus stop...

My prayers were not futile...

This was how I started my Kampar Life!!!

Henry, Eeshen, Tayshawn, Damien and Darren...

These people always stuff in my room, Day and night.

Many things happened.

They left one by one... left kampar, or moved.

Luckily,

Tayshawn and Eeshen still with me.

*kinda weird to say like this*

[2 years later...]

My stuff increased!

More clothes, more notes, and more...eerrrhem..*coughs*

I rear pets also!

followed by their cages and aquarium...

My room are all packed!

Now just realized that,

Packing all these shits are really cumbersome!

I guess it's time to say "Goodbye" to my room,

and say "Hi" to my new room.