Crying.... (T^T)

Today is June 24, 2010. My mood very bad now, I'm down in the dump...I'm crying...No shelters for me anymore...Tayshawn, where are you? Left you I can talk to...Huhuhuhuhu...*Crying*...

PS: Bibi, sorry...

Hahahahahahahaha...(T^T)

Today is June 21, 2010. I'm feeling blue recently, this kind of feeling came back again...I really scare the history will repeat again...

Again, the intensity of this feeling is so strong, irresistible and inevitable...

My life is going to engulf by sorrow, it's so torturing and suffocating. I'm going to asphyxiate in this environment, I wanna go away, to ignore all these feelings, ignore those words, ignore those scenes, ignore everything...

I expected too much. Expecting has amplified disappointment. I shouldn't think so much, expect so much, I should just let it go, ignore everything...then my life will be better...

My heart is so weary, I don't have strength to fight for it anymore, I'm dread to lay a finger on these things anymore...Seriously, I haven't recovered from the nightmare 4 years ago...I need many people now...Bibi, Tayshawn, Wenhao...I'm dying for hugs from them...

I need ears, I miss my best listener, where are you? I lost one of them, Sorry for being childish...Can you come back?

Now, what I can do is laughing. Laugh can dissimulate everything...Laughing is the remedy, the elixir...

"Hahahahahaha...Hahahahahahaha" Do you know how much sorrow are ensconced in this laughter?

PS: I forgot to mention, my hamster gave birth today...Five babies...

PS*: Bibi, I know you always is my listener...

WhAt?!! Taking Nude Pics at Midnight??

Today is June 12, 2010. Now is 4.49am, I can't sleep, something troubles me, so I stay awake until now. The cool and damp atmosphere is great for indulging myself in bed after a heavy rain, but I'm still FB+ing because I slept earlier.

I go to my windows, trying to feel the breeze after rained. Flashes of light has caught my attention!!! What's that?!!

After taking a closer look of it, "Wah, got people taking pictures at midnight?!! Sohai meh..." Take pictures at this time maybe will take in "some other things" as well. The photographer is a guy, another one is girl, she keeps making sexy poses while taking pictures...

(I can see very clearly, because it's just in front of my house!)

Examples only,like these:

[For illustration use only]

Then she took off her clothes, left a bra, and kept posing. "Wow, how lucky I am, she's taking nude pics!!! Thrilling man, Live show!!! Much much more better than World Cup!(No offence to World Cup fans ya~)". Flashes of light caught an Indian guy attention, actually I saw that guy walking around for a while already, but I just can't move my sight off from that house...Hehe^^

Then, that Indian guy stunned when he passed by the house, he stopped, shocked beyond words. The photographer saw that guy is looking them, the girl grabbed her clothes frantically to cover body, then the photographer quickly pull the curtain to block his sight. Unfortunately, it blocked me also (Shit! That stupid, idiot Indian guy). I thought I can see more of it, but haiz...

It's over...

I recorded the scene...due to my 2.0 megapixel...you all can just see the flashes of light only..>.<"

[Please turn your head to left when watching, because I dunno how to rotate it...]

[You can barely see the flashes of light...]

Why I always met this kind of things? Are these good or bad? Anyway, these things made my boring life became more intriguing^^

PS: Bibi, please forgive me, I'm just a man...

ConDoMs In UTAR Library?!!

Today is June 10, 2010, I recalled something special during last semester's study week. I was studying in the library in UTAR, in Perak main campus, squeezing my mind to memorise those scientific names of animals, including their phyla and classes.

Colour was drained away from my face, getting pale and sick of memorising them, so I went to toilet to refresh myself. Who knows? Something amazed me!!! I found condoms in the toilet of the library!!!

I was thinking, "Wah, so geng meh? Do in library?! Nice try!". (Please don't do this ya~If wanna do, tolerate a bit, go back home to play!) The distance between Gents and Ladies in very near, plus no much people will go to toilet when studying in library unless emergency. The toilet I went is quite deserted, not much people will go there to either squeeze their lemons or pass motions.

So, anything will happen in anywhere!!! I took some pictures, ngek ngek ngek...*Laughing wickedly*

[Some views of the library~]

[Such a nice environment, no wonder these things will happen...]

[This is where I found it...Do you know what brand is it?]

[Oh...Is "PLAYSAFE"]

[No wonder will use PLAYSAFE, because they "play" in somewhere that is not safe...]

[Not so clear...what I can see is:"Deluxe Condom, XXX Nano light, SUPER THIN!!!"]

PS: Bibi, this post is not healthy...tsk tsk tsk...because I'm too innocent and introvert...Hahaha...xD

Eeshen In KLUANG?!!

Today is June 8, 2010. It has been quite a long time I do not update my blog. I've been busy to relax myself in my hometown, Kluang. It is a great place for those who having a hectic lifestyle, struggling themselves in this chaos, turmoil society. Kluang retained great views of nature but it's not a deserted town, it has several malls for those who can't live without shopping, delicious foods for those chowhound and Bars for those drunkers...

I brought Eeshen back to my hometown, showing him the place I grown up. Actually, it's quite hard for me to bring him to every single spot of Kluang, because I can't drive...So, my younger brother became our driver~Hehe^^

These are those place we went...

• Zenxin Organic Farm
• Air Papan (Beach)
• Gunung Lambak

We went other place as well, but fail to take pictures for that...

Zenxin Organic Farm

[We proudly present this to you~]

[Budding of Dragonfruit]

[Guess what plant is this?]

[Answer is....Rasberry~]

[Don't ask me what is this, I also don't know..Hahaha..xD]

[Eggplant]

[Cat's whiskers]

[Papaya~]

[Can you see his expression?Let me give you a closer look:]

[See?Wahahaha...Retarded!!! I won't tell you his name is Su Jing...]

[Nice?]

[Walking...damn far..]

[Walk until tak boleh tahan, we rented Bicycles...Hehe^^]

[Look at the person behind...]

[He is eating ice stick...Again, I won't tell you he is my brother, Alvin! Hahaha...]

[These are the special plants selling there...]

[Bibi, I bought one for you dy~Hehe^^]

[Here is how we end this trip~Fun?]

Air Papan (Beach)

On the same day, we went to Air papan for BBQ. We decided this JunJun came back from KL. Indeed, he is one of us, somemore he is most craziest one...Hahaha..xD

We spend 2 hours to reach this beautiful place..after playing dota...

If you ask me, why your life so interesting?

The answer I will give you is: "I also dunno"...

[This is first picture we took when we reached there~]

[While lighting up the charcoals...]

[Look at him, again...Wakakaka~]

[Start BBQ!!!!]

[Look at the guy behind, Wakaka..Lazy to zoom his face...]

[He actually is fighting with the cat for food]

[We took this at the sea side...many hermitcrabs were under our feet]

[Proudly present these two person to you all...Alex and Su Jing..

I know they were implying something]

[Bibi, This is specially made for you...Muacksss~Can you see?]

[This one should be clearer..."Bibi, I love U" I wrote..]

[We were waiting for the sunrise~]

[Finally, we saw the first break of sunlight...]

[Eeshen and I]

[My brother and I]

Gunung Lambak

After I brought eeshen back from JB (Johor Bahru), we went for climbing...Gunung lambak..This is a famous place in Kluang because it has a great view of nature...

[We found this when we were standing on the hanging bridge...]

[Can you see us?]

[Closer look...]

[We were exhausted after climbing..]

Rannie: Eeshen, make sure you visit to Kluang again ya!

PS: Bibi, next time when you come to my hometown, I will bring you to all these places..and even more...Muackss...Love you^^